I REALLY DIDN'T

I really didn't really think
You'll come to me
With a blink of an eye
Fast but obvious
And to stop me from getting dry


I really didn't really feel
That my knees would dance the moment I kneeled

I really didn't really know
That you will wait for me
At the end of this bendy road... 

THE POEM WITH A COCK IN THE THROAT

(or something to that extent)


I don’t believe in your sloppy words of apologies
Or something to that extent
In love that poured on me from your cock
To me it looks like we have reached the end

I do not trust your crawling walk
Or shaky talk in my ear
I'm sick of hesitation in your voice and I do not want to heal your fears again

This love is withered in my hand
A dying flower
Or something to that extent

I don’t believe in your lousy smile
The while after you made my hope drop on the floor
To watch it die

Goodbye is the answer
I intend to send
Or something to that extent

I don’t recall I've ever promised
To love you despite the shame and thousand of negative thoughts
The broken trust that lies so lonely between us and rots!

SEQUEL (again and again)

This is how it ends
This is how it cracks
My head open and empties my hands
My love has drifted to the other side of your shore
The boredom arrived at my bed
I am noones lover
Mother
Wife nor whore
This is how it breaks me
This is how it makes

My own is this poem
I stick screaming words in your quiet bread
I paddle in muddle
I taste no regrets

At another island I will moor my boat
Though once in your waters I happened to dwell  


This is how it stops
How it dies and takes
Last breath from the heart
Last beat of last aches
At the other den I will rest my feet
My mouth will get hungry on a fleeting kiss
With flavour of blood of a thousand men

Evening will awake the forgotten greed,
Colour red my lips

The woman inside dies, laughs, cries with lust
She breaks through to the other side of the past
Like surprise she becomes the edge of neglected lies
Her voluptuous body
Those art grasping eyes

This is how it bursts
This is how it starts...

W IMIĘ MIŁOŚCI

W miłości zapominamy o sobie
Nagle w osobie trzeciej się widzimy
I powoli się kurczymy

Miłości się oddajemy
Kładziemy na tacy
I jacyś ludzie
Niegdyś dla nas obcy
Kęs po kęsie zjadają nam wnętrze
W imię miłości

My także z miłości zjadamy
Żujemy, połykamy
Do podniebienia przykleja nam sie czyjeś purpurowe serce
A zakochane organy zostaja nam między zębami

Potem miłość przemija
I śledziona jest zmęczona
A wątroba niczyja...

INSIDE I'M BOILING

I'm happy
I jumped into the boiling pot of Holy Water
And I'm covered with love blisters
Too damn pretty to care
And...
He's there with me!

YOU BETTER

I still want to believe
That you love me enough
And before I die of a broken heart
You’ll bring me back to life
I believe you want it just as much
Your nights feel darker too
And I know you need me to color your sky blue again
We are just one kiss apart
You are just one word away
You'll come to say it
You are my man...

I SO TRUST!

I believe in us
I trust that we are humans enough
To break through this stupid silence
And get on the other side of the pride
Where love joins us by hands
And where we are partners

I know you are not a mistake
I trust in you
You are my fate
I believe that my face still shines
In your mind
And before you'll go to sleep tonight
You'll call to say goodnight...

THE HOLY DOVE

Night embraced us like a blanket
And in the darkness there were only us
Shiny and immaculate
He kissed my forehead and drifted away wrapped around me
As if a second layer of the skin
Within me he's warm and gentle
And nobody else's
We found the asylum in the distance between our mouth
And here we remain
Dwelling on each others lips

He's naked
And all I wear is his breath imprinted on my skin
We wake up linked with each other
Sunk in the scent of our nights
His arm rests on my stomach
His legs are wrapped around me
So are his thoughts...

We don't even have to make love
Don't have to doubt nor trust
We don't even need to talk
The Holy Dove has moved in us...

QUIET NIGHTS

I'll win you again
Because you are mine
Till the end of time
I know you still want me so
I know I still own your soul
And when you close your eyes
I am still there
And you can smell only me when you breathe the air...

ROZKAZ

Musisz mnie wielbic
Pragnac
I chciec
Musisz mnie kochac
Musisz mnie miec
Znaczyć palcami kształt moich słów
Musisz mnie piescic
I kochać znów
Musisz pamiętać ze tylko ja
Modlić się w ciszy
U moich stop
Musisz zapomnieć swego języka
Musisz mnie czuć
I zawsze dotykać
Tracić sens życia za moim progiem
I udowodniac, że jestem Bogiem
Dla Ciebie
Mam być prywatnym cudem
Każdego rana
Dokonywana
Twoimi dlonmi

Mam być kochana!!!