THE THING CALLED ME

I said I missed you
And my lips turned blue
Like a song we listened to yesterday night
You landed on my skin like a tattoo
Then we made love
Slowly
Patiently
To each other
Your skin
so soft and brown merged with mine

I thought I might love you
And my lips shrunk
I cannot be kissed anymore
Not by anyone else
And it's hard to speak my mind out
When you listen...

I looked above and I saw the moon
Round and golden
Like a ring that you gave me the other day...

I thought it's real
The thing called us
And my body deformed
I cannot be touched anymore
Not by strangers
And it's hard to stand straight
When you look...

Why do I feel so lonely?
Like I have lost the thing called me...